Archive for June, 2011
Shapes in the Mist
There is no difference apparent between Northern Idaho and Southern BC, but I pretend I can feel it, being back in my home country. Like a scent I told myself lingered on the breeze. I drove along the winding highway in the dark. At this time of night, few were about. The trucks had mostly pulled to the side of the road, respecting the low point in the human biorhythm. I paid attention to the shoulders of the road, minding the chance of deer in the night, or even moose. I was feeling tired, but figured I could get a few more kilometers yet.
The border crossing so recently behind me had gone fairly well. The guard had raised his eyebrows at the long curve of my stilt springs, just peeking out from under my coat. I had flung the coat off, and tried to describe the joys of costuming. THe guard merely furrowed his eyebrows and asked my why I was crossing this quiet border point in the middle of the night. Clearly this man had a car with AC. If he had to suffer the piercing sun on these vinyl seats, he would find night travel preferable as well.
My mind was yanked back to the road by a looming shape in the fringe of the trees. I could see the bare outline of the sliver moon on a majestic shape. It’s shaggy outline blurred in the night mist. I slowed, keeping my eyes on the shape, preparing to slam on the brakes if it decided to cross the road. You never could tell with these things.
It was about then that I realized I was eyeing a massive boulder on the edge of the trees. This boulder was not even possessing antlers. It was rather mossy and majestic, however.
Perhaps it was time for a nap.
Star Glitter and Wool
Come with me now, to the time after the hot pools. Feel the golden weight of the earth’s heat in your limbs, suffusing your movements with a divine deliberance. The sky is dark, picked out in starlight far above. The moon has yet to rise.
Back along the forest path, a mere pen light to aid your eyes. The padding of feet over the wet ground. The car sputters to life, and the directions left by those who have gone before echo in your ears. Five miles along the winding forest road.
Through the trees, a light waving in the darkness. Through the mist, a softly banked fire. Backtrack and take the turn, and we have been found, have found. Tribe and campfire.
The firepit holds the glowing coals of a fire gone before. Toss on some more wood, sit around it, share the drawing close of the day. The meadow about is flat, and the grass is laden with dew. The sound of a river trickles through clearly, nearby.
Tarp and bedroll, woolen coat to cover us all. Lie down with me now, the grass standing tall. Recline and gaze up, a million miles of stars, spangling the night sky. The trees cup perception on all sides, reaching up into the vast darkness. Here on the ground, here on the earth, far far below we lie. Small and breathing, heart beating in the susurrous of life all around.
Close your eyes. The stars shall bathe your lids with their ancient glittering light. Close you eyes, for compared to their distance, our nothingness becomes comforting.
Loose your mind to spin the dreams silk.
Light creeps over the trees. Warm and comforting globe, patting your skin.
Steam rises from the meadow. Steam rises from your woolen blanket.
A new day.
Farieworlds 2011
I washed up on the shores of the Faerie Realm, finding myself at the end of a long journey at Mount Pisgah park. I had made sure my food supply was topped up, and plunged into the rural area surrounding Eugene. Once I parked my car in a rather empty field, I wandered the roadway of the event grounds. Everything was busy in set up, the few people around bustling in last minute tasks. I walked along the tree shaded road, re-familiarizing myself with the place. It was during one of these wanders that Jeremy and Lyra found me.
Imagine it, if you will. I was rumpled from the previous night in the car, and withdrawn into myself after hours driving, letting my thoughts spiral within. They smiled and hugged me, soundly and with clear affection. I smiled in return, and felt myself face outwards. Like a flower opening after the night, I was refreshed by my time in solitary contemplation. And just like that day blooming flower, too much time spend curled up would cause eventual wilting.
Jeremy and Lyra took me back to their place in Eugene, and made enough dinner for the small horde that was spending this one last night so close to the grounds. Even though I was an unexpected addition, even tho I had nothing communal to offer to the table, they made space, and set me to chopping the veggies for the delicious barbeque. I had a wonderfully relaxing evening, reconnecting with far friends.
In the morning, I woke rather early (for me) at seven thirty, and went out to the grounds with Koe. We were scheduled to volunteer on this day, along with Jeff and Ingrid. I had no idea what I was in for.
Faerieworlds might be best thought of as the mall of the human fae. Sure, there is music, though it ends at midnight. Sure there is camping, but it costs extra. The main draw of Faerieworlds is the vendors. They have roughly 200 vendors, selling all sorts of things. From custom leather armor to raw food, there was an abundance of handmade stuff. Clothing is usually quite popular, all with a hippie twist.
I spent the day helping these vendors to their assigned spots, helping them set up. It was during a rather busy time that my backpack was run over soundly by a large truck. Sadly, my camera was in that bag, and no longer works at all. So, it might be some time before my posts have pictures again.
As the sun drew close to the treetops again, I retired from the field with the other volunteers. Mythmaker had come in during this time, and I was greatly looking forward to meeting up with Hjeron and Christina again. There may even be some mead to be drunk!
Cougar Hot Springs
As soon as I sink into the warm water, a lassitude suffuses me. The trees tower far over my head, the water caresses the rocks under my skin. Green moss and fern reaches all around me, blunting the last traces of daylight into a surreal gloaming. The water cascades down the worked rock wall behind me, small warm droplets pattering my hair and face like tiny pixie kisses. I close my eyes and welcome the warmth as it seeps into my body.
This day has ended in a gentle shush, the daylight fading from the sky over us at Cougar Hot Springs, just east of Eugene. The parking area is several miles off the main highway, mostly paved. The Park fee is five dollars per person. Once parked, it is a calming stroll through the towering trees to reach the springs. The water issues from a small cave, just roomy enough to admit one person, slithering in through the warm mud. Once the water flows out of the cave, it gathers in an upper pool, deep enough to sit in. Then it falls down a rock wall some cunning mason has fitted together without mortal, and collects in another pool. Four pools in all are made this way, and the second one is most comfortable for long soaks. So, none of them are too hot to enjoy.
There is a wooden roof on supports sheltering some stone benches. Shelves set in the mountainside provide a place to rest your clothing, for this delightful place is officially clothing optional. Lewd behaviour is specifically denounced as well. Wooden railings guard the rock steps down to the pools, worn smooth under the hand by countless bathers.
The park officially closes at sundown, and the parking lot is supposed to be cleared. We arrive just as the sun lowered itself over the forested mountains cupping this eden, so technically too late. A quick glance around the group? Hot springs are better at night, anyways. Hopefully the worst we can expect will be a scolding, if a park ranger chooses to investigate on this night.
The pools are warm and inviting, the night blessedly still. We bathe and lounge in peace and joy. Eventually, the small tealights come out, flame held to wicks eagerly kindling. The candles flicker and reach out to gild the edges of our features. The steam rising from the hot pools swirls up against this glow, suffusing the pool with a gentle feeling of mysticism.
I bask on the rocks along the bottom of the pool, my skin awash with the lapping of others movements. I peer with heavy lids through the dancing candlelight and steam, watching the soft movements of my friends, my Tribe.
Miles Slip By
In the last forty hours, I have been busy. I have driven 1200 km, give or take a few miles, sightseen two waterfalls, only one of which I remembered to photograph. I crossed a border, fortunately with relative ease and speed. I have climbed a stone fort, and alarmed matrons by standing atop the walls. I have gone to not one, but four different coffee shops in the space of an hour to find the elusive combination of both plug in and wifi. I have zigged back and forth across Portland, a city of which I am not familiar, with only my woefully out of date nav to assist me. I have wandered, enthralled, in a bookstore that takes up a whole block, being divided into eight or nine rooms crammed with old and new books. I have taken myself out to dinner, and a movie. I even got a little reading in.
If that seems busy, you would be right. I dare say it is a bit too busy, for I have only slept two hours in the last forty, both catnaps taken sprawled across the front seats of my civic, legs pressed against the door. Tonight, I have taken the luxury of stretching more or less out. I had to move all the stuff from the back of the civic into the front seats, but there is now room for me in the back.
As comfortable as my footies are, I am sure glad to take them off, finally. I can hear the trucks whooshing by on the highway, and there are a few idling in this rest stop. I am sure this will not deter me from a very sound sleep. Finally.
Update:
By leaving the passenger seat forward, and making sure the stuff behind it is level with the back hatch area, I can just stretch out diagonally in the civic. There is an awkward bump where the rear seats fold, but it can be done. And I slept very well indeed.
Wealth
I had just managed to find my way to a Fred Meyers. As my gps is several years out of date, and my phone has been reduced to an awkward timepiece, finding the all-purpose superstore was something of a success. I trundled in with my laptop tucked under one arm, and perched on the patio furniture they had on display. Ah, free wifi, the joy of travelers.
On my way out, I foolishly wandered into the electronics section. As I had a small sum of money finally come in, from a debtor I had nearly given up on I was feeling rather plush in the wallet. After spending a small amount of time quizzing the sales person, and then some more time researching online (with my trusty laptop!) I decided on a purchase. Feeling happy with all things, secure in the flower of my maturity, strong of limb and clear of gaze, life was pretty good! Nice new toy tucked under my arm, and I was back to my car.
I took stock of my possessions, on this extended weekend. What with my laptop, jumping stilts, and various electric gizmos, I estimated the value of things in the car was roughly four and a half times greater than the value of the car. Such is the life of a techno nomad, I suppose. As it was, I had an abundance of costumes, plenty of gizmos, a nice little stockpile of food, including some gloriously ripe (and cheap) fruit. My gas tank was more full than it was empty, and I had time to spare. After googling things to do in Portland, I read up a bit on a brew and view. The concept is an indie sort of movie with dinner and drinks available. I liked the concept of it, and decided to take myself on a date, as it were.
I put the co-ords into my gps, and gamely plunged back into traffic. Just as I was approaching the freeway, I saw an older man standing on the sidewalk with a sign. Nothing unusual there, I thought. But as I drew closer, I could see this gentleman was clean and neatly shaved, and dressed in respectable clothes. If the cut was a few years out of date, one could just say he was adhering to the fashions of his prime. Then I read his sign. Hand printed on bright construction paper, with reinforced edges of duct tape.
NEED HELP TO PAY
WIFE’S MEDICAL EXPENSES.
PLEASE PRAY TO GOD
FOR A MIRACLE
I read his sign, held firmly in his trembling hands, his head held as high as he still could. I am ashamed to say I dropped my eyes away from his as he looked at me, rolling past to stop at the light. I was ridiculously grateful not to have had to stop in front of him, to see the determination in those fading blue eyes for any longer. I sneaked a glance in my rearview mirror, seeing him drop is sign as traffic piled up, and turn gently, his arms shaking steadily. I saw the pride in the way he held himself, even as he beggared himself. What kind of love must that be, for a man from the proud era to stand on the windblown side of the road, beseeching strangers for aid, in whatever sort they could give. I wanted to meet the woman who inspired such an act, but I will tell you plainly that I was afraid. A callow youth such as myself would only pale in the face of such quiet pride, such fierce love.
I am not one to beseech a god in the sky whom we can only have the most rudimentary grasp of. I do not put faith in words in the silence and well wishes alone. But on that day, snug in my car of wealth, secure in the medical generosity of my home country, I sent out a wish for this stranger, this woman wherever she may be, and I wished for their love to be enough.
It was the very least I could do
Flash Bang
After a cursory questioning by the border guard, I drove into the gathering darkness of Idaho. I had several bits of paper to support my candidancy to be allowed into the States, but they were unneeded. (I had a paper declaring my intent to return to a job in Alberta, a paper proving my ownership of a house, and my vehicle insurance, of course. Also useful is a bank statement showing at least $50 for every day you intend to be in the States. You’re welcome. Pass it on.)
The clouds stuck on the mountains continued into Idaho, undeterred by the demarkations of territory. Once I was in Idaho, the clouds thickened, darkened, even as the last light dimmed from the sky. Soon enough, rain began to come down in earnest. My wipers were hard put to keep the windshield clear, even at moderate speeds. The road twisted and curved through what was probably delightful country. I kept my eyes on the lights in front of me, and journeyed onwards.
Once more, the gas gauge edged towards empty, even as the miles slipped by my tires. I pulled into a gas station advertising 24 hour service. Keeping to the truck routes not only gives me tail lights to follow, but these lovely pools of commerce. I hopped out and refilled my tank, and my teacup. The rain came down a little more gently here. All along the roads, I had seen the rivers dashing along their courses, powerful and muddy with this downpour.
I stepped out of the store, my teacup warm in my hands. The rain came down a little harder now, so I stood under the overhang and watched it a bit. With this many kilometers to go, I find a few minutes here and there hardly matter to the arrival time, and matter a great deal to the sanity. The rain started to increase in tempo, beating out the time on the hood of my car parked scant feet away. Fearing to wait too much longer, I stepped out into the downpour.
Just then, the sky was lit with blinding white light. I had the impression of a flash spearing down from the heavens, straight and direct as a god’s anger. No sooner had I widened my eyes in instinctive terror, than the very air about me shook and the rain itself danced. Small wonder I leaped in place, every muscle tensed for futile flight.
When the anger above passed me by unharmed, I scurried to the car, and collapsed inside. The rain drummed down above me, loud on the metal skin of the car. I took a deep breath, and started the car, getting the defrost going. I might as well drive as sit here like a rabbit. Besides, someone once told me that a moving car was safe, due to a negative ion shield… ( I do not actually purport this to be truthful, by the way.)
The fog slowly cleared from the windshield, and I followed tail lights into the rainy darkness.
Miles to go before I sleep…
Slim Pickings
I am currently in the throes of border crossing. Not that I am at the border yet. It seems to me the preparations start much before. Obviously, the passport must be found. Fortunately, I keep mine in one spot, no matter how I move about. Well, in one box, as I move about.
No, I mean the final hours as you drive towards the border. I have winnowed down my food supply, getting rid of fruits and veggies. I am down to wraps and cheese. Just wraps and cheese. And a bit of hummus. I never really thought how nice spinach is to have in a wrap.
I fondly remember the wraps of last summer. Though I was moving about on the Mythmaker bus, I was able to keep a nice supply of veggies and fruit, replenishing on our many stops. Ah, those wraps were something else! I would have avocado, spinach, even salmon! I recall sitting on a grassy verge with other members of the bus, sharing our food to make truly diverse wraps. Sharing food and stories, growing in familiarity.
Perhaps this has come to my mind due to meeting up with Shine this weekend just past. Feeling the comfortable familiarity, being able to sit and simply touch for a long stretch of time. The body has many hungers, and the desire to hold and be held is just another one. When one travels, skipping over the surface of other peoples lives, it can be hard to stay long enough to make those attachments, get to that comfort level. Although I have only just gotten back to the traveling ways after a winter in one place, I find the habits returning.
Feed the belly, feed the skin. Feed the spirit
The Wet Festival That Could
Standing on the bank of the river, the moon gleamed off the rushing water. The water is higher than usual, in the throes of spring run-off. So much water flows by, the rocks below barely make a wave. The rapids that would normally be her have been straightened, like a bedsheet pulled tight to smooth the wrinkles.
Four of us stand on the river bank, our shadows thrown by the moon to the turbulent surface of the water. There are two telephone poles lying on the bank, clearly resting here temporarily. I can hear the beat of the music nearby. This night after the official festival, some staff and vendors remain. Music is being spun, and tribe folk dance under the last remaining wind and rain shelter. Black lights glow on fantastic painted plants, and twisting shapes adorn canvas. Despite all the light and sound just a short walk away, we four remain on the river bank for some time. The river holds our eyes for a commendable amount of time, but it is the telephone poles that arrest our attention. We devise a game of balance, attempting to rock the pole out from under the other person’s feet.
The things that amuse us.
In no way do I slight the festival. This weekend was Inshala, down near Fort Macmurray. (Ft. McLeod) The festival is in it’s fourth year, and growing nicely. Still a young festival, the vendors have not really flocked here yet. There were several nice stalls with lovely locally crafted items. As for food, you better bring your own, as there is very little to buy. The same goes for water. The pump on the camp site was not certified potable, and as the river is in flood, the water was even more suspect. There was no other water supplied, and the two consumables vendors did not sell large amounts of water. Fortunately, town was a short hop away. This event was also a leave no trace, pack it out event. This policy seemed to be quite well respected, and the festival grounds looked great by the end of the event.
There were two stages, both covered from crown to foot. Rain slid neatly off the tops, while the low sides deflected the wind. And wind in plenty there was. Especially as the damp nights wore on. The music went fairly late, past when I went to bed. There was quiet time in the mornings, right until late afternoon it seemed.
One of the most notable things was the family atmosphere here. Kids were encouraged and traveled in small herds all over the festival. Workshops took place, and there were smiles to be found all around.
All in all, a nice little festival, and great to start to the season. Bring your woolies, as the wind is brisk, and the possibility of rain this early in the season is high.
The nights of staying up late to serve tea to the late night parties, then getting up early to cater to the mid morning crowd have gotten to me. I look forward to grabbing a good night of sleep before heading off to Faerieworlds tomorrow.